A NEW ME

Hi Girlfriend
For my 100 post I wanted to do something really special,

after thinking about it for a while I realized that

I don’t really have anything special to say

I also realized that I don't recognize my self anymore.

Being a busy Mom of teenage boys and devoted wife

I seem to have lost my self along the way.

Its no ones fault but my own but I seem to give my all

to what ever comes along my path.

Most of the journeys that I have experienced lately

are result of family life and not journeys I have chosen for my self.

Come to think of it I haven’t chosen anything for my self lately

Again

To spare my loved ones feeling

this is no ones fault but my own.

Maybe it’s the on sit of a new season that makes me feel like

cleaning out the old and bring in the new and fresh.

I’m not talking about my closet, however I did clean out my closet yesterday.

To my dismay, after weeding though and throwing out

what does not fit, out of style, or simply what was I thinking, peaces

I found my closet was completely empty.

That is how I am feeling today

This is not a bad thing!!

To me this means I get to fell up on thing I like and

things I choose to put into my life and nothing less will do.

Now the work begins
What makes me truly happy?
What challenges me to be the best I can be?
What makes me feel good about myself?
What are my passions in life?
What is the one most important thing

I CHOOSE

to accomplish in this season of my life?
I hope this post has not turned into a depressing one

because that was not my mission at all.

I hope the next 100 post will be a personal mission of self discovery.
If any of you Girlfriends have ever felt this way

or are in the middle of a new self discovery

please comment back with any good idles of where to BEGAN.